this is a week which is full of disappointed. why am i say so?bcoz i was failed in my test. my GPA is turn down pretty extremely. there was 2 subjects which i failed. and i got C for that. i just can't believe it till now. i'm also trying to repair my score. but, it's not work. i feel very sad. and i have to tough my self bcoz my uncle must be so angry and disappointed too with my GPA.
in addition, i feel kinda bored and got no idea to do something, something that can help my mom for financial exactly. and i know the fact about my brother that made me feel so sad. what i was thinking about him was really happened. but, thanks God he told honestly.
and this is so painful. i feel that my friends are gone. i feel lonely. i know that they are very busy with their business. but sometime, i need them beside me. i think i would annoyed them if i telling em about my problem. also, i wish that my bf could stand beside me and listen all about my feeling right now. in fact, he couldn't. why? bcoz he is so far far away from me.
i can't cry bcoz it's not solving the problem. and cry is a symbol of weakness for me. but, sometime i can cry suddenly..it happened when i feel i can't take it all.
so, i'm pretending that everything is fine. but, inside my heart.. it's totally NO NO! i'm pretending like that bcoz i want people can see that i'm a strong woman. but, i have to be strong, right?
GOD gimme YOUR strenght!
some people said that SILENT is GOLD. is that true?
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