I ♥ DOG

dog.. how i love this creature.. i don't know why. some say dog is human's best friend. maybe it's right. for somehow dog have a loyality to its owner. that's why (maybe) i do love dog, especially golden retriever.

the price of golden retriever is very expensive. i can't buy it for now. besides, my mom doesn't like pet. so, still have a few more years later to have and petting a golden retriever.

golden retriever, as i know, is the most closest pet for human being. they can easily trained. they also a sweet dogs. they will be waiting for us, no matter how long we're going home, they're always wait in front of our door. :)

when i was a kid, i lived with my grandparent. they have a dog called 'KUMEL'. Kumel was a good dog. i used to play with him everyday after i was going back from school. he never mad at me if i grab his tail, hehe. but, when my aunt pulled his tail accidentally he bite her directly. hahaha... i didn't know why. maybe because i was a kid. he always knew who will going home. even we're 200 metres before home. i really enjoyed my time with him. and sadly he died when i was at grade 1 elementary school because his age was too old. :(

anyway, i really wanna have a puppy. but, i know this isn't the right time. i'm too busy with my college stuffs. i'm afraid i can't take a really good care for my dog. trust me, i want it so bad. :p

isn't he cute?? :p

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Toilet

maybe u are kinda confuse about my title. LOL

toilet or we can say bathroom, is a place to take a bath. nothing special about it actually. but, some people get inspiration when they in bathroom. it sound weird, but it really do. at the beginning, i just don't understand and keep asking why. but, now i know because it happened to me.

but, it's kinda different to me. I've got an inspiration and also blowing up my emotion. i could spend a lot of time when i was in bathroom. thinking about what I've done all day long or thinking of what I'll do for tomorrow. but, most of all i was thinking about my problem and creating some speculation to solve it. i was just imagining the people who has a problem with me then i pretended to talking with them. a Lil bit crazy i thought. but, after doing that i feel so much better yet entertaining myself. LOL

about the inspiration I've got such as what topic i want to share on my blog and some ideas to hangout with my friends.

when i was upset i could cry with tears flooded my eyes but no voice out from my mouth. i was just turning the tap water and let the water spilled so that my voice wasn't hear at all. ;)

bathroom is my first place to go when I'm feeling unwell or upset, when i was broken heart, when my situation was complicated and when i need to speak with my Lord. maybe because i don't have my private room in my house. i sleep with my mom actually. also i can't speak what is on my mind or my heart. i don't have the ability to expressing my feeling, just don't know how. so I'm expressing what i feel at bathroom and in writing. :)

anyway, how do u express what is in Ur heart?

America's Got Talent

happy sunday people :)

yesterday, i watched America's got Talent on tv. there was one of the audition that really touched my heart. there was a trio which was a brother n sister. they were a black people. they performed a song, God Bless America. i was surprised when the started to sing. they voices were awesome.

and what's the point that made me touched? there was a story behind that also their motivation to sing. the story told that, their mom was crashed by a drunk guy. then their mom got a comma for 8 months, God.. can u imagine that? so, the older took a decision. he would sing beside his mom so that his mom could woke up someday. he kept singing and started to sing for other patient. his purpose was to amused the patients.

miraculously, their mom healed.

those brother n sister were so humble, simple and their voices was so amazing. i believe when u hear their voices, u will a lil bit shaking. :)

so..keep the faith and believing also efforting the best to everyone that u love. .

cheers :)

coffee reaction

coffee...oh how i love it! but, unfortunately my body especially my stomach can't approve it well. after i'm enjoying a cup of coffee, cappuchino-mocca-or vanillalatte, i always got a stomachache.

it so pity!huhuhu...

it always happened in the morning. and i think if i drink it not at the morning, maybe there's no stomachache. but i guess i wrong.

i have just drinking a hot-instant-cappuchino coffee, and know my stomach is responsing, bad response exactly. oh God!

this is an important thing to remember. i'm not allow to drinking a hot coffee at night. it really bad!

until tis note has been written, my stomach still react.

and this is why i write it now. my best friend sent me a text, n i have replied it but the connection seems not good. the text i was sent not delivered ontime. so, i decided to talked via twitter.hehe..seems like she have a problem to share with me.

so, it just a not while i'm waiting for her reply.

:D

have a good night~

fenomena MBAH SURIP

well, i was count down the time left. it's about a week left for the "ujian utama" n also my bf to go away. it's driving me crazy! SERIOUSLY!! i keep thinking how to meet him in the "injury time" like this. thinking when the best time to meet, 2 days before he leave or tomorrow. arrggghh...

okay, then.. forget it for a while.

when i woke up yesterday, i usually got a glass of mineral water n sit in front of my tv. when i changed the tv channel into SCTV, it was a music program. yep it's INBOX. and i was really shocked with the guess. the guess was MBAH SURIP. wow! my eyes opened immediately. when the host asked him about the song,"BANGUN TIDUR, TIDUR LAGI" (actually, i don't know what the real tittle) was created. he answered that the song was created in 1985 when he was in California. i didn't know it was true or just the joked. he also said that he was worked for mining company and stayed in america for 6-9 years. now, he returned back n became a musician. he choosed the reggae one. it because he ever met Bob Marley in Jamaica n being introduced to reggae music. i still didn't believe what he said. because it was look like a joked when he told his story, also with his special laugh. then he said, "I LOVE U FULL, HAHAHAHA" and then he sang the song, BANGUN TIDUR, TIDUR LAGI.

well, i have to said that MBAH SURIP made me laughed a day. also i remembered my bf, because he was a big fan of reggae. he always said, "I LOVE U FULL" to me and i laughed to him, "hahahaha"..

wow

i'm just taking the quiz. the quiz is about personality quiz. well, i don't really believe in some kind of quiz especially the result. but, this is awesome! the result is quite true. but, just don't believe it or depend on the quiz result to do next. create on ur mind that it's just the quiz n only just for fun. if u wanna try, click this link : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

again! it's just for fun! enjoy fellas.. :D

here is my result :

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

wuaaaaahhh....

wuaahhh...kemaren gw udah masuk kuliah lagi..
hmmm...it's going great!

well, so many things i would say...

first,
Gw masuk kelas dengan deg-degan *ga sih sebenernya* ,and...gw duduk ditempat biasa gw duduk di kelas. hmm...lil bit bored of sit there!
Ternyata salah satu temen gw pindah duduk ke belakang. Memang sih, sempet ada masalah kecil dengan temen gw itu, but it's over.FINISH!And i have forgot the cause! Cuma.. temen gw itu masih ga enakan katanya.y udah laa gpp..yg penting gw ga ada masalah lagi sama dia!

okey,off we goes..

Ga lama temen" gw yg laen pada dateng.trus kita memutuskaan juga untuk pindah tempat duduk.Yipiiiiiieeee......seneng bgt gw!abis gw pengen cari suasana baru gt lho!hehe..
Dan ternyata setelah pindah tempat duduk, ga terjadi apa" tuh!hehe... yaiyalaaa.....
Gw bisa kenal n deket dengan temen" yg laen yg belom terlalu gw kenal pas semester 1 kemaren.

Hmmm...dosen juga banyak yg baru. Dan yg kemaren ngajar sih, asik dosennya.Ngajarnya dibawa santai jadii gw juga enjoy dengan mata kuliahnya.
Ada 1 dosen yg unik kemaren. dia dosen mata kuliah PEREKONOMIAN INDONESIA. cewek.masih muda.logatnya jawa-tegal gt.kocak deh!ngajar kayak orang selengean gt alias kebanyakan bercanda tapi tetep ada materinya. Trus, pas ditengah" pelajaran, dia manggil salah 1 anak dikelas gw.and yg dipanggil adalah.....GW!
damn!kenapa nih?!kayaknya gw ga ngapa"in deh!ato jangan" dia denger kalo gw ketawa ngakak ngetawain dia?oh my God...bermacam spekulasi muncul di otak gw.

Begitu, gw angkat tangan.. Dia nyamperin gw,gila deg"an abis gw!n ngasih spidol papan tulis ke gw.
Then....
Dia nyuruh gw maju ke depan. Dia nyuruh gw gambar Indonesia dr sabang sampai merauke.
Buseet!kagak jago gambar gw!

Akhirnya, gw ke depan kelas dengan langkah lunglai.
gw mulai gambar pulau sumatra n then jawa,kalimantan, n sulawesi.Pas mo gambar Papua,kekonyolan gw pun muncul!GW LUPA BENTUK TU PULAU!DAMN!
gw coba inget" sambil ngegambarin di papan tulis,tp tetep aja bentuknya ga sama n JELEK abis!
akhirnya temen gw treak", "iya,bnr tuh fir,agak kebawah dikit gambarnya".dan sesuai dengan petunjuk temen gw,gw berhasil gambar tu Papua. Ya oloh..kenapa gw bisa lupa tu pulau sih?!

setelah selesai gambar,gw cengar cengir aja ke dosennya.ngeluarin tampang innocent gt ke dia.
tapi,SUMPAH,I LOVE U I NEED U, eh salah..
SUMPAH!!!MALU BANGET BANGET BANGET!!HUHU

Eniwei, gw udah langsung dapet tugas aja dr tu dosen. Fortunately, tugas kelompok sih bukan tugas individu.hehe

Malemnya temen gw tlp,n dia curhat ttg unek"nya gt.
well, gw cuma bisa bilang
KEEP SMILE :), EVERY HUMAN HAVE A PROBLEM N PERHAPS IT'S MORE COMPLICATED THAN YOURS.GOD WILL COUNT EVERY SINGLE WORK U'VE DONE.

Tetep jalani hidup n enjoy it.
~cheers.. :D

Gw dan Yotsuba

wuaahh...long time ga update nih blog, huehhehheh... Apa kbrnya teman"?semoga tambah baik yaa..

btw, gw bingung harus mulai dari mana??hehe..

okay, here goes..

Di postingan sebelumnya kan gw cerita gw dapet angpo gt, nah..setelah dapetin angpo itu dg susah payah *lebay akhirnya gw make tu duit buat :
1. Ditabung *jiah...tumben!
2. Gw belanjain buku *komik tepatnya,hehe segudang..
Di point yg ke2 itu emang kayaknya gw lg gila, stress, ato apalah. Ga tauk tiba" gw pengen beli komik banyak".ahhahahaha, Soalnya gw punya niat tu pengen koleksi komik gw jadi 1 lemari baju,hahahahaha *ketawa setan..
Sebenernya itu niat gw dari bertaon" yg lalu, cuma gw males beli n gw mikir selama masih ada temen" gw yg masih bisa pinjemin komik ke gw, yah mendingan minjem aja deh. ahahhaaa... tp skrg gw ud bertekad, gw bakal beli tu komik pake duit gw ato klo kepepet yah minta sm nykp n om gw yg sangat dermawan *huwee... itu.

eniwei, komik yang gw beli itu komik serial, judulnya YOTSUBA. Gw berhasil belli tu komik dari no 2-7, yg no 1 ud ga ada stoknya *huhu :(. Lagian salah gw juga c, belinya ud telat gini. Komiknya ud muncul sampe no 7, gw baru mo beli no 1. hehehe. Tp gw ga nyerah gt aja, gw nitip sm tmn gw komik yg no 1 nya. Gw berspekulasi, mungkin aja tu komik masih ada di gramed deket rumahnya dia yg jauhnya bukan main *jauhlah..wong rumah gw dicinere, tmn gw dipondokgede dr rumah gw. Semoga tu komik masih bertengger di gramed pondok gede sono!huhuhuuh...

betewe,ceritanya sih lebih banyak ga dimengerti *kata om gw,"komik apaan c ini?ga jelas deh!" hehhehehehhehe. Jadi, tu komik nyeritain ttg yotsuba *yaiyalaahh ttg yotsuba!masa ttg doraemon, seorang anak berumur 5 ato 6th *kira" segitulah umurnya, yg tinggal cuma sama ayahnya. Nah, karena dia msh kecil gt jadi banyak kekonyolan yg sering ditimbulkan oleh ni bocah. Selain itu YOTSUBA sangat polos n kepolosannya ini juga yg kadang" bikin konyol.

Pas gw baca komik ini tuh, sebenernya gw rada iri gt sm c yotsuba. Dia hidup sama ayahnya gt. Kadang gw suka berimajinasi gt paS baca tu komik, "coba bokap gw masih ada, it's gonna be fun like her(yotsuba)". Seneng bgt liat ada anak yg bisa deket+bermanja" ria sm bokapnya gt *wah..bentar lagi mulai banjir aer mata ni kayaknya,hehe
Sumtimes i feel so sick bout that. But, i realise that my life should goes on. Forget the past n run for the future buddies!!*buseet..berapa lama tuh mikirin tu kata"?huehuehuehue

~cheers ;D

GONG XI..GONG XI.. :D

wah...udah beberapa hari ga mengunjungi blog gw. akhirnya, gw tulis lagi deh.
selama beberapa hari kemaren banyak hal yang gw alami dan rasakan. dr mulai "saturday bored" sampe "panen angpau" pas imlek kemaren. yah..after all sih gw enjoy dengan yang gw jalanin.
saturday bored tu maksudnya hari sabtu yang bener2 bikin bosen+BT+kesel dll deh. rencananya hari itu gw mo pergi keluar(ud 3hari gw dirumah mulu!), seneng banget donk gw. tapi, semua gagal,ancur,berantakan, ga keurus(tlalu blebihan). gara2 nykp gw yang bikin mood gw untuk pergi ilang. gw emang mo jalan keluar bareng nykp, seharian itu gw tanya "gmn ma ntr jadi ga?mobil udah ditanya blom bisa dipake kpn?" nykp gw bilang masih nunggu balesan sms. sampe 3x gw tanyain n jawabannya sama. gw ilfil berat dan akhirnya mang ga jadi pergi. sukses seharian gw dirumah. tapi, semua itu tergantikan pas hari minggu, siang2 jalan sama nykp.
kalo yang "panen angpau" itu udah jelas pas hari imlek kemaren, gw berkunjung kerumah om gw(kakak nykp) di kelapa gading. memang kita udah ga merayakan banget sih, karena sebagian besar keluarga nykp udah beragama katolik. cuma itu sebagai tradisi aja. lumayan lah dapet angpau dari om gw itu, trus dari tante gw juga ternyata ngasih. oia, nykp juga ngasih angpau pas pagi2. dan yang surprise banget, gw sama adek gw dapet angpau dari oma(kakaknya alm opa) yang tinggalnya di medan which is gw baru 1x ketemu, itupun 6th yang lalu kayaknya. oma bisa kasih angpau buat gw n adek gw coz ada om(adeknya nykp) yang berkunjung kesana pas imlek. jadi, pas om gw itu balik, si oma nitipin angpaunya buat kita.
hehe..
kenapa tradisi itu tetep dijalanin(bagi2 angpau)?it's bcoz, filosofinya orang chinese itu, banyak memberi, banyak rejeki(kata om gw;kakak nykp).
gong xi gong xi.. ^^

Maaf n Memaafkan

Maaf adalah salah satu kata yg sulit sekali diucapkan oleh banyak orang. Seringkali ego berjalan mendahului kita. Karena ego inilah yg membuat kita sulit mengucapkan "maaf" kepada orang lain. Ada juga beberapa pemikiran yg menyatakan bahwa, kalau kita ga bersalah untuk apa kita bilang maaf duluan. Padahal untuk tujuan yg baik, tidak ada salahnya jika kita bilang maaf duluan. Lagi-lagi karena ego kitalah yg menuntun kita, bukan perasaan kita.

Selanjutnya adalah tentang memaafkan. Hal ini juga sangat sulit untuk dilakukan. Padahal kita tinggal memberi maaf saja dan melupakan kesalahan orang tersebut. Faktanya, hal itu memang sangat sulit dilakukan. Apalagi jika kita merasa bahwa kesalahan orang tersebut sudah sangat parah dan melampaui batas hingga membuat kita sangat terluka. Mungkin bagi sebagian orang memaafkan adalah hal yg mudah, tapi tindakan setelah memaafkan itulah yg sulit,yaitu MELUPAKAN KESALAHANNYA. Perlu disadari bahwa Tuhan aja bisa mengampuni bahkan melupakan kesalahan umatNYA yg bisa dibilang, ga terukur seberapa besar dan ga terhitung berapa banyak dosa kita kepadaNYA. Namun, Dia aja bisa kenapa kita ga bisa. Lagi-lagi memang ga mudah, tapi tidak ada salahnya jika dicoba guys.

Memang kedua hal diatas sangat sulit untuk dilakukan. Ada yg hanya bisa dengan mudah bilang maaf, tapi tidak bisa dengan mudah memaafkan orang lain, ataupun sebaliknya. Hanya mudah memaafkan, tapi sangat sulit mengucapkan kata maaf. Namun, segala sesuatu perlu usaha keras untuk menjadi lebih baik lagi kan?

Love is Blind...?????

kira" apa yg ada di benak lo saat lo baca tulisan itu?mungkin akan keluar berbagai macam opini ato pendapat ttg hal itu.
tapi, kalo menurut gw sendiri, kebenaran dari istilah "love is blind" itu ya...gw juga ga tau bener ato ga.
kenapa gw bilang seperti itu?karena ya memang itulah kenyataannya, hehe..
jadi, menurut gw fenomena "love is blind" itu dialami oleh seseorang yg sedang "falling in love".(yaiyalaaahhh...), mereka yg sedang "falling in love" ini akan mengaggap pasangannya itu lebih baik dari siapapun dan apapun rela dilakukan demi pasangannya itu.
well, ga salah c.. tapi, apa pasangan kita melakukan hal yg sama itu buat kita??
ada beberapa hal lagi yg menunjukan bahwa "love is blind", yaitu seseorang yg menjalin hubungan dengan beda umur yg...wow,sangat jauh. alasan mereka yg melakukan hubungan ini adalah, "cinta tidak memandang usia", well... menurut gw ya ga salah c, untuk kaum hawa ini agak sedikit menguntungkan, karena c cowo yg umurnya udah "mateng" inilah yg bisa bertanggungjawab apalagi bila c cowo itu udah mapan juga, cewe mana c yg ga mau??!
hal lainnya adalah cewe yg punya cowo jelek, or cowo yg punya cewe jelek(baca:face).
terkadang kita suka mikir dengan ketidakseimbangan hal tsb, misalnya "koq mau ya tu cewe sm cowo jelek begitu?" ato "koq tu cowo milih cewe ga mutu gt c?pdhl dy kn cowo ganteng.."
haha..mungkin ini yg lebih cocok dg istilah "love is blind" tsb yaa..
dulu gw juga adalah orang yg berpikiran seperti itu. tapi, seiring berjalannya waktu(caelaahh...) gw ngerti knp bisa tjd hal itu. orang" yg tsb ga mandang fisik seseorang yg akan jd pasangannya,
selama seseorang itu bisa menyayangi dirinya, yah...fisik jd ga penting laa buat mereka.
kesimpulannya c, fenomena "love is blind" ini akan tetep ada n sulit bgt untuk nemuin alasan yg kuat untuk seseorang tidak percaya akan hal tsb.
so, guys...
what do u think about this?? give ur comment about this.
thanks for reading...
~cheers... :D